May 2013
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my therapy is making jewelry. Sometimes i get bummed and sad im not where i want to be, and the only thing keeping me away from those sad thoughts is jewelry.
I found it. What i love.
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the problem is that i miss everything we lived together, a lot of moths being stupid and fun and crazy. I miss you friend.
April 2013
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March 2013
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11 days ago i was happy.
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i wish life would be easier as getting married with one of my gay lovers to have as life companion and then sex, is just sex, i could just have sex when i want to, randomly, if i wanted to.
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Im tired.
I wanna drive into a wall.
ihatemyfamily
like for real. Ugh.
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im not hungry
This lack of activities/work is bringing me down.I cant tell if im depressed or just frustrated.
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HelloMonster
I always wish i didnt have this extremist personality in which i just need it it all or nothing, i cant balance anything, i love huge or not at all, i dream huge and give my energy and eveything or i feel its stupid and i just want to die. Most of the times life makes sense and i have the clear path To where im going but when i feel shitty i feel im going nowhere and i just wanna be inside a room...
February 2013
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the other day at the jewelry production office where this guy that deals with our jewelry works, was stressed out and i was stressed out too cus we were running out of time for samples, and he stop and said:
-Welcome to my life, do you still want to be a jeweler? i said:
- Every single day of my life.
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“Looked in the mirror, saw I was wrong,
If I could get back to where I belong”
– Joy Division
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My friend told me to be friends with him first, i...
Here’s why:
“There’s no dimmer switch here. As with anything else in their lives, love for a Sagittarius is one of two things-on or off. While most people develop a relationship over time going from friendship to dating to commitment, Sagittarius will go from one extreme to the other and at their own quick pace. Sagittarians don’t like rules and they follow their own timetable. Any...
January 2013
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“Each person comes into this world with a specific destiny—he has something to fulfill, some message has to be delivered, some work has to be completed. You are not here accidentally—you are here meaningfully. There is a purpose behind you. The whole intends to do something through you.”
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When i didn’t know a lot about design or art history or fashion, what drew me to NYC was the music and the architecture. Architecture because of how i felt on that specific place, looking up and down, left at right, and the music, because they were a bunch of girls yelling lyrics about what i felt and thought at that time.
The only thing i want for my friends and from my friends is for them to be happy.
If they want to move to the other side of the world or decide to live in a cave with no access, ill find a way to get to them.
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I have a weird pleasure when waxing my eyebrows.
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“Feel, he told himself, feel, feel, feel. Even if what you feel is pain, only let...”
– P.D. James, The Children of Men (via loveyourchaos)
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“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too...”
– Ernest Hemingway (via loveyourchaos)
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weekend observations II
I feel its time for me to let my guard down, to let people in and if its happens let them hurt me, so i can feel more human, and then, ill be normal, as all those girls who believe in love and run around falling in and out of love, because its normal, then, i will know how it feels to cry and be miserable for a while, after that ill become a human. I feel i have to be more submissive and...
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weekend observations
sometimes my self destructive personality makes me rethink my beliefs or what i want to do, i have to focus and make or think about something else, think that im here to make myself happy first of all, i have to think my dreams are more important than my temporary desires, stop and think, the work that i make makes me, and i defined that, i am what i do and that’s what i love, no one can...
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Maybe you really wanted to get to know me, and maybe you really wanted to go out with me more and talk to me, but you decided to have sex on the first date, and i can handle that, but i will never talk to you again-
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Im willing to be lucky, im willing to be lucky, im willing to be lucky, i still believe here is every-thing/person/dream/opportunity/reaction/story/moment i need in order to be happy.
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Some days, most of the days, i’m counting hours to go to work or to the studio, i can’t even sleep because i get really anxious, you know when you’re like - ok, its 3 am, just go to sleep, in a few hours you will wake up and you’re ready- But i can’t i need to be awake and think on all the things i’m gonna do, and all of the things i wanna see.
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“The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in...”
– Jim Morrison (via theawakenedstate)
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December 2012
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“We accept the love we think we deserve”
– The Perks of being a Wallflower
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have we given up on love?
Sex is so easy.
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When did i get so fucked up? Who fucked up my mind this badly? When did i stop caring? When did i stop needing? I know all the wrongs things inside my head, does that even matter? I can’t change.
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trust no one
never get hurt
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“And i stared at that little room where all the food is supposed to be, staring at what could i eat to make me happy or less miserable, i stood there, and nothing did, nothing could, then i took my cup of coffee thinking it would bring me some kind of calm and energy, but it didn’t, it felt like drinking water, like nothing. Even if you know where to go and what to do, even if you...
