Cut Open

get over it already.

I’m not a car-freak, fan, etc. But i have the car of my dreams, is the cutest thing i’ve ever seen after Peepi, Fefe and some baby doggies.

I hate living here, I hate what i have to listen to everyday, I hate it. 

i love you and i’m not a bitch.
i have a lot of pacience and i’ve waited and waited,
you just disappeared  over and over, while i was here.

Don’t think for a moment that i’m feeling sad, i’m just Mad.
‘Cus you wasted my time and fucked up with my mind.
Too bad too bad.

Come mothers and fathers
Throughout the land
And don’t criticize
What you can’t understand
Your sons and your daughters
Are beyond your command
Your old road is
Rapidly agin’
Please get out of the new one
If you can’t lend your hand
For the times they are a-changin’.

You can say whaaaatever you want, i’m here, and i still think your insecurities have made us crack a thousand times, i’m always there if if you don’t call me more that once every two weeks, i always wanted to have one of those amazing girl f-relationships but i can’t seem to find it, rarely i get along better with some boys, and they protect me like i protect you.  I’ve always protected you. I hate to be protected, like, i don’t need protection from guys and stuff, i’m pretty tough about it, so tough no one ever gets in. i feel good about that. Even tho guys are not the most important thing in my life and i never wanted a boyfriend. I think it’s cheesy, but sometimes i would like to have someone, like a real friend, to hang out every weekend just like highschool. I miss highschool.  Is not that i’m expecting a lot from people, i never expect anything, i’m always thinking -“well she/has a bf”, well -“she/he might be busy” , -“maybe today she/he is tired”.  So then i’m always left out. The mistake i made was putting my friends in front of everything, every little chance i had to have something with a random guy, i chose them, and when they are/were in a relationship or trying to get one, they chose the other side.