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Wed, 15 May 2013 23:41:23 -0400

my therapy is making jewelry. Sometimes i get bummed and sad im not where i want to be, and the...

Mon, 06 May 2013 18:52:19 -0400

my therapy is making jewelry. Sometimes i get bummed and sad im not where i want to be, and the only thing keeping me away from those sad thoughts is jewelry.

I found it. What i love.

i enjoy being a tomboy more than i should.

Fri, 03 May 2013 02:49:39 -0400

i enjoy being a tomboy more than i should.

the problem is that i miss everything we lived together, a lot of moths being stupid and fun and...

Fri, 03 May 2013 00:41:40 -0400

the problem is that i miss everything we lived together, a lot of moths being stupid and fun and crazy. I miss you friend.

Mostly A.L.W.A.Y.S

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 00:00:59 -0400

Mostly A.L.W.A.Y.S

11 days ago i was happy.

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 23:41:59 -0400

i wish life would be easier as getting married with one of my gay lovers to have as life companion...

Sat, 30 Mar 2013 17:12:36 -0400

i wish life would be easier as getting married with one of my gay lovers to have as life companion and then sex, is just sex, i could just have sex when i want to, randomly, if i wanted to.

this kid.

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 22:07:30 -0400

this kid.

Im tired. I wanna drive into a wall.

Wed, 27 Mar 2013 01:30:40 -0400

Im tired.

I wanna drive into a wall.

ihatemyfamily

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 22:16:16 -0400

like for real. Ugh.

im not hungry

Tue, 26 Mar 2013 01:19:00 -0400

This lack of activities/work is bringing me down.I cant tell if im depressed or just frustrated.

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Mon, 25 Mar 2013 22:25:16 -0400

HelloMonster

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 02:19:58 -0400

I always wish i didnt have this extremist personality in which i just need it it all or nothing, i cant balance anything, i love huge or not at all, i dream huge and give my energy and eveything or i feel its stupid and i just want to die. Most of the times life makes sense and i have the clear path To where im going but when i feel shitty i feel im going nowhere and i just wanna be inside a room rotting to death. Im my worst enemy and imthe only one capable of destroying everything ive worked for.

ditox: Charles Bukowski, “Nobody But You

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 18:51:59 -0400

ditox:

Charles Bukowski, “Nobody But You

the other day at the jewelry production office where this guy that deals with our jewelry works, was...

Thu, 21 Feb 2013 01:27:32 -0500

the other day at the jewelry production office where this guy that deals with our jewelry works, was stressed out and i was stressed out too cus we were running out of time for samples, and he stop and said:

-Welcome to my life, do you still want to be a jeweler? i said:

- Every single day of my life.

"Looked in the mirror, saw I was wrong, If I could get back to where I belong"

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 03:01:08 -0500

“Looked in the mirror, saw I was wrong,
If I could get back to where I belong”

- Joy Division

My friend told me to be friends with him first, i said i don't want to, i want to go out with him.

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 23:45:12 -0500

Here’s why:

“There’s no dimmer switch here. As with anything else in their lives, love for a Sagittarius is one of two things-on or off. While most people develop a relationship over time going from friendship to dating to commitment, Sagittarius will go from one extreme to the other and at their own quick pace. Sagittarians don’t like rules and they follow their own timetable. Any hesitation by you may frustrate Sag. They won’t understand, and they will likely mistake your delay for rejection. If you make a stand, though, and try to get your own way, they just may get even more turned on when they see that spark of fire in you; that would mean you’re rubbing off on each other, and that’s incendiary in the most provocative way.”

Last night i dreamed of you again, this is the second time this...

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 17:58:00 -0500

Last night i dreamed of you again, this is the second time this week. I think i should ask you out, but im skeptical. I like you.

I do get irritable when im bored.

Sat, 02 Feb 2013 17:20:49 -0500

I do get irritable when im bored.

“Each person comes into this world with a specific destiny—he has something to fulfill, some...

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 00:08:14 -0500

“Each person comes into this world with a specific destiny—he has something to fulfill, some message has to be delivered, some work has to be completed. You are not here accidentally—you are here meaningfully. There is a purpose behind you. The whole intends to do something through you.”