i dont think of myself as a genius person, not at all, i just feel im an average person with passion for arts and design and crafts, and i do kinda well on some of them.  So when someone describes me as “one of those people that don’t have to make an effort doing someone cool, because they just do it, without noticing”  feels super weird and uncomfortable, not because i don’t belive in myself, but because inside my head, i could do better and this, that i’ve been doing, its always been like this, u know, since i was a kid, i just like to do it, like a hobbie or whatever, its just there.
Someday i wish i will be able to feel i nailed it and i’m amongst those who i admire.

"We have the luxury to design our own lives"

- Carrie Bradshaw